Stuck

Today I'm feeling stuck. Very stuck. Stuck in a job I don't love but can't leave because I need the money. Stuck in a house that my husband picked out before he met me- and while I have made changes to make it mine as well, I was not involved with picking the house and therefore will never 100% feel as though it's mine. Stuck because as much as my heart desires a 'move' I know that a 'move' would bring about a short demographic cure, but not fix this stuck feeling. For I have felt stuck before and know this very well. I am stcuk in myself, not moving forward, after all these years. Stuck. Stuck. Stuck. I just 'show up' for life but I don't particularly enjoy it. Time just passes me by- meanwhile, I'm just stuck.