Yesterday was a rough day, physically and mentally. I found myself questioning if I would ever feel better or be able to find a brighter side to life. I arrived at my Therapist appointment much earlier than usual and since it was nice outside decided to stroll around the building while I waited. I couldn't find a bench so I sat down on a grassy hill and played some music from my Iphone. About 10 minutes (give or take) after I sat down, I looked up and noticed this rainbow:
Note that there was no rain, the entire day. Upon seeing this I was awestruck- and had the feeling it was meant for me as a message from God/the Universe/someone that I am being looked after, and there is hope for a brighter future. This really resonated with me because I had the SAME THING happen a few weeks ago, in a completely different location. Again, there had been no rain that day and I found myself in a location that I would typically not travel to- and again, happened to look up and find a rainbow:
The fact that this has happened to me twice in a few weeks is something I do not see as a coincidence. I believe I am receiving messages of hope that I wanted to share on here in hopes of sharing the wonderful feeling that was given to me. I am truly blessed.
For years I've maintained a perfect facade. I was an actress skilled enough that I should have won a few academy awards. This past winter I was deeply inspired by "Shadows in the Sun" a memoir on depression. The author's truth made me realize I needed to start by being honest, with myself and with others. This is the first step and I am blogging it along the way in hopes to help anyone who may be struggling with something similar, or at least give hope that you're not alone.
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